Thursday, August 31, 2006
hello readers if i have any...
I am still blogging outside home.
I'm so sick of not being able to blog at blogger at home so i am temporary moving to diaryland! It is also due to the fact that the holidays are here i will not be able to blog in school. I'll move back here when i... change computer or something. And why do i need to blog? ?
ITS BCOS IT KEEPS ME SANE.its like having an imaginary friend. The best one ever cos you dont have to consider the feelings of your imaginary friend. you can talk anything and everything not worrying that its boring. And unlike human beings who sometimes lack the ability to really LISTEN, you wont feel like nobody's listening- cos somewhere out there someone will read, someone will chance upon your blog, and someone may even google you. haha.
So.. meet my new abode :
sogirlish.diaryland.com caution: my latest entry is filled with much rage.
i made it known at 2:29 PM
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Friday, August 25, 2006
I cant believe i have to resort to blogging at an internet shop in holland v. Still havent found out how to blog at home. so sad! Never thought i ever would waste this kinda money.. but i wont be able to sleep if dont update. Not this blog but my other one.
and Yes! my new stocks have arrived. So, if you're thinking of getting smackers u'd want to get them now as this may be the last time i'm ordering. need to move on to other stuff or i'll be bored to death.
So do check out my stuff!! SOGIRLY.BLOGSPOT.COM
School sucks as usual.
i made it known at 8:42 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Somebody installed mozilla firefox into my com and i cant access blogger!!!!!! i've been dying to blog this whole week at home! finally i found some time in school- waiting for night study to commence. yes. studying with enthu people from my class- andrew and kianlong. Finally theres some competition to motivate me to study. Finally.
Yesterday i flew! I thought it was terrible. My r/t calls ( calls you make to air traffic controls) SUCK!!!!!!! suck suck suck. totally suck to the core. It was really bad. The whole time in the air i thought i was going to fail this sortie ( flight) and gonna get phased out (kicked out). So i was so sad the entire time. but i still persevered.. and what was left of me. At the end, my instructor miraculously passed me! and even better than the last time. i was totally shocked. So... although i did okay, i think i better buck up before my intuitions really come true.
Flying in the rain.. then sun.. the weather up there is so interesting. oh yes.. the last time i flew.. i flew in the haze! it sure sucks to the core!!!!! its so fun to fly into a cloud.. go into the mist.. see nothing but whiteness.. like so white like in another world. then emerge.. back to reality. not suppose to fly into cloud but heck- got too many to avoid.. haha but its nice.
okay got to study.
i made it known at 6:38 PM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
Oh i finally have time to blog!
I'm in school now wasting away project work period.
That is because i feel so accomplished cos i FINALLY finished doing my evaluation of material draft 1. hahaha.. yes i know, i am passing up draft 1 when everyone is passing up draft 2. but hey at least i did one copy. hahaha.
Anyways it seems that i have finally woken up from months of slumber. i just realised that i got SO many things to do and SO little time! I finally really got busy. You know that you have woken up when you realise that while doing a piece of work, the time is passing too fast! and you are rushing to do many more things. Before you know it, hours have passed and you are tired. Still, there is ALOT to do. Dont know if i can finish studying in time. And i finally realised that JC is gonna be tough, or rather- it is so tough!
shit lesson is over.
i made it known at 3:24 PM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
many things..
1.The most well spent weekend in a while..
Friday evening: finally got to go out with song im! u know getting her out is like wanting to eat in a popular restaurant- must book years in advance. we watched lake house (nice if you dont use your brain too much), shopped and dined. it was a great way to end a bad week..
Saturday: went for ground school which took up my entire afternoon, but it was very informative. learned alot about planes, aerodynamics, etc.. went for rachel's birthday BBQ in the evening.
Sunday: swam in the morning and bfast at provenence in holland v.. never felt so refreshed and alive. Then went for dpa gathering at chris's hse in the afternoon.. we watched south park and family guy.i'm not really a cartoons person as i never fail to fall asleep, but it was fun meeting. Then went for andrew's birthday BBQ at his hse in the evening.. omg my second bbq in 2 days- so gonna die from bbq food.. and everybody seems to be BBQ-ing. Its like BBQ season.. haha..
anws i bought seventeen and have plans for my next account filling project! i met too many fit and toned and also fat people i dont wanna become- i am gonna start getting fitter!! i havent touched my school stuff and i might not promote so i'm dying to start studying. this week was inspiring.
2. my dying passion for debates. okay the elections are done- i'm welfare. but truthfully, i'm very disappointed. i wanted to be VP. Said so many things i can do in that position. But.. it turns out that those jobs are those that of a welfare person. The thing is- there was no such position when we voted. heres the ranking- president, vp, secretary/treasurer, researcher. When results were announced, welfare replaced researcher. " what was chosen was also in line with what u voted" SO.. i was suppose to be a researcher UH.. that sounds so good. HELLO DO I LOOK LIKE I LIKE TO RESEARCH? .. the sadest thing- they think i'm worth the job of a researcher- all my commitment when i turned up every oppotunity even in the holidays, and effort and enthusiasm just gone down the drain. if i had known i'd quit debates and continue running for council. Even sadder- they do not think i'm researcher material and in sympathy taken away the researcher title and replaced it with welfare. I seriously think its so redundant!! the VP can do all of what welfare can do. I feel so discouraged. Really really discouraged. haiz you want me to plan your farewell party? i cant wait.
i made it known at 10:08 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
I love yesterday.
After school i went to flying club to 'have fun'. Or rather my motive was to practice aircraft checks. It was surprising to have four out of 6 of the people in cjc flying cca to go there on the same day. Hence cab fare was low low low!! i went to do checks, peh xy and decotta was flying, and surprisingly marcus came along too.. for fun if i'm not wrong...
It was a great great time there. Initially i was to do checks with ginger- the only other female classmate in my batch. But it was such an honour to have marcus who is very very 'zai' from an earlier batch to help us out. For once in my entire time there i actually got the chance to walk as slowly as i want to the aircraft, check it out.. look around and feel every inch of it.( i finally saw how the back of the cockpit looks like.. haha i never looked behind all this while)
In the process whenever a plane from next door seletar airport landed, marcus will stop whatever hes doing and just take in whats happening- its sound, movement and sight.. as we were there too ginger and i also stopped to also take in whatevers going on- i would never have done that; a plane is a plane and it doesnt interest me that it just landed and its moving on the ground. But yesterday made me see the big picture.. planes and all. I finally appreciated planes.. and everything about it. Its like finally appreaciating that piece of painting.. where before you see it as just an apple on the table, now you see it as .. the only thing on the table, why is it painted red, why this.. why that.. If you are in STC, it will be like being switched from ms koh's class to mrs pang's class and finally realised what lit is all about. what a revelation.
At the end of the day, i learned as much on the ground as i would in the sky. What a time well spent. And if i fail my econs test today because i was too tired to study yesterday- it will be worth every mark i didnt get.
i love flying!
*when i say i fly i mean a plane. not a kite. hahaha..
i made it known at 3:45 PM
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
i got lots to blog about.
let me just note them down before i forget..
- My third detention- you might like to know how stupid the reason for getting into detention is- it takes a genius to do such a thing.. haha
- the talk from someone in the government
- exam results- it was okay
- and so parent teacher meeting was such a waste of time!
i guess u are all not kaypoh people here so it wont hurt to stop here rite? haha.. thats all i'm gonna talk about it. haha. yes and just to feed a little more kaypoh-ness in u all incase there is a dire need to know more- i havent started on my hw. been playing too much this weekend so i'm so dead and need to go continue procrastinating. wish me luck tmr kthxbai!
i made it known at 10:07 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
this is by far the best week i have ever had!!
i couldnt concentrate during GP tutorial today cos i was anxious to start revising
i couldnt concentrate during PW today cos i was anxious+ so excited
i couldnt concentrate during Econs lecture because i was so excited and so scared i cant get there on time and so so exited and i cant wait.
finally i was so worried it might be cancelled because it rained so hard after school.
but God was on my side- he made nothern singapore's weather good enough FOR ME TO FLY! yes! my very first flight. i got to control the plane on ground and in air, it was the best thing that ever happened today. Up there, you see rain in a whole new different perspective. where a cloud of dark clouds gather and below it, landscapes stand in the mist- that is rain. Again, it occured to me how small singapore is. you really need to fly in order to really realise how small our country is. At one point, i cound see malaysia and sentosa. i got shown the view of the zoo, turf club, the expressway, reservoirs, bukit timah hill..
And i got a very nice instructor!!! THANK GOD!! i love chua BS!!!!!! hes so nice!
at the end of the day, I went home a satisfied girl. It was as i expected. AWESOME..!! I LOVE TODAY! I LOVE FLYING!!!
and what made this week even better was that i BROKE EVEN! yayness! and my brilliant sister managed to sell off ALL the unsellable lip gloss and further lessen my loss.
i love this week...
i made it known at 9:01 PM
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
What a week. I know i'm barely half way through but it feels like a week has been over! Maybe its because i've done SO MUCH..
Regarding the last post.. incase you think i'm reaping super super supernormal profits, heres what you should know.. I'M EARNING PEANUTS! all the time spent on this little experiment of mine is better spent working as a waitress. but since my passion isnt waitressing.. i;m willing to sacrifice some time. it makes me happier anyway. haha. so at the end of the day, i'm happy and so are the smacker owners! =)
i'm wrapping up this shipment soon. And with it comes soooo many lessons to learn and soooo many areas to improve!
and you just heard it- if you're thinking of spreading the good stuff to your friends and is considering to sell too, like at least sell 25 sticks/ items, let me know- we can work out a deal! it'll benefit us both. This way, you'll have all to gain and nothing to lose.
do check out sogirly.blogspot.com !
i made it known at 5:00 PM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
hi all!
if you have not heard of it yet..
i'm selling lip smackers! YES! LIP SMACKERS! the one you can only get if u go australia or US!
check it out..
http://sogirly.blogspot.comremember if you want it you have to reserve it because popular flavours are running out..
if you live elsewhere in the world u will be able to get smackers and get it at a lower price. BUT.. because you dont get it in singapore, you get it at what it is because theres something called shipping! =) even so it is the cheapest lip balm/ gloss you can get of such great quality...
its actually something i started, inspired by bernadette as she is doing the same thing as well, to give my life a purpose. life's too short u know..
So girls..buy for youself! your friends! and guys.. ur girlfriend will LOVE YOU for getting sucha great product. theres no need a reason for presents...
so if theres a birthday coming up.. u can consider doing ur shopping online as well!
i made it known at 12:48 AM
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Friday, July 21, 2006
i am now in school.. and i dont have to be in school. the reason why i am still in school even tho my lesson ended like 2 hrs ago is cos I GOT DETENTION. okay, no big a deal cos i've always gone for it my whole life.
But.. each time i got caugh and punished in cj is for stupid reasons!! Today is cos i was late for like.. umm.. 1 sec? okay, if thats too scarcastic then.. umm.. 5 secs? that SUCKS!!! the people in the same bus ran just a little faster and got away. Now i got to sit in the study area for like 2 hours! i could be elsewhere doing my own stuff.
I was caught this monday because i didnt wear my tie. thts cos i used it for debates during the weekend and it was in the wash. SO? i got to wear it for the whole week. Its so irritating! like no one else wears it the whole week.
The last time was because i was late. But.. thats cos they change the school time to 9 am instead and my usual routine was messed up.
I had a clean fantastic record for half a year and now that the new term has started for 4 wks i have gone for detention TWICE! its super irritating!!!
i made it known at 4:55 PM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
hello i got a great story to share. Well, its not such that a great story but its worth knowing.
The title is called- how to skip school on monday with a damn good reason. And it also works if you need an excuse to leave school early.
there are 2 ways to go about doing it. First is to make it really happen and second is to fake it. Either way, you still are able to skip school on monday:)
On saturday, get yourself really thirsty and do not drink water. (e.g, eat lotsa bread alone. or with peanut butter. If you want it real bad, toast it and slater kaya. the sweeter the better. the more heaty the better. Eat lots of durian if you need to)
aim: get a sore throat, if not at least a cough
On sunday, get sick! oh yes.. i forgot to mention that if you are going with method 1, its not gonna work if you got a freakin good immune system. On this day you dont have to do anything other than make sure your sore throat is still bad and it will lead to a fever. limit your sore throat healing remedy. (you need some proof for the doctor when they ask you to open mouth and say " AAAh")
aim: get sick and retain some evidences of sore throat
Monday, SKip school go get MC or Go school then leave early. to leave school early, explain it this way: I got sorethroat on saturday, then i got a fever on sunday which is yesterday. So today i actually didnt want to come to school because i felt giddy but i didnt want to miss lessons but i realised i cant concentrate so i feel better off in bed.
and they will believe you since giddness cant be checked! ( you must act less hyper in school of cos) And also cos getting sick over the weekend and spilling over to monday is reasonable thus accepted! Anyhow, you get MC this day and use it for not being in school today. if you intend to fake it, stil say you got sore throat but it healed and yet you still feel giddy, then cough, then go " oh ya i still have a cough" to take the attention away from sore throat. You may even get excused from PE the whhole week!
Alright that really happened and i thought anyone could fake it. And i really like the PE part cos CJ's PE SUCKS!!! its pure torture. I believe pe shouldnt be about napfa and slaving for it but rather, MANAGEABLE ways to work out that can be sustained even after you leave college. Games is fun and useful also. I totally dont see the point of working towards napfa at all. ITs just an indicator of how fit you are and having sessions of torture wont miraculously make you any fitter. They should look long term.
Okay, here is part two of confessions of a hormonal teenager. Guess what.. the cutest person on earth blogged about us. YES! believe it. see for yourself.
click here. although the jealous guys from the class ruined us by typing a totally horrendous comment( i know we went crazy each time we go to the computer lab and you feel so left out but you dont have to end it by ruining our reputation!) then some desperado tried to salvage the situation.. although i think the damage is already done. haiz. its the end of my admiration. THE END. this is tiring.
i made it known at 8:49 PM
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
i am sick of writing essays, or anything that needs a structure.
i'm so sick of writing essays!! speeches!! or anything intelligent. Because the true fact is- i'm stupid. i embody stupidity. stupidity is me.
urgh i'm just too sick of arguments etc etc etc.
this week was a roller coaster ride that felt like we were dropped ten storeys right before it ended.
first there was debates to prepare. as i have mentioned, i AM stupid and not clever enough to understand chimified abstract terms like patriotism, nation state, protectionist policies, multiculturalism... they may seem easy but ITS NOT! try proving patriotism will not exist. try proving nation state does not necessarily equate to patriotism. try explaining protectionist policies that it is detrimental although it has short term gains. try putting them all together and still sound coherrent. try spotting assumptions and logical flaws in their arguments. try.. its a task too huge for the size of my airy head.
then i got back all my results. Which is.. LIKE SHIT. absolutely shitty. when i first got into jc i thought how come the passing mark is 45, i probably wouldnt need it. there is even sub pass from 40-45. I thought, how redundant.. jc exams must be easy to do. WRONG.
then there were tons of hw and lectures that i didnt pay attention to and tutorials i just attend because i need to. because i spent all my time preparing debates. i have hardly any time at all to do anything else. so tmr i have a pile of work to do. and seriously, it is A PILE of it. so academically, it was a bad week.
lastly, today i have flying school. it totally clashes with debates competition. i mean.. TOTALLY. Hence i attended half of groundschool which will not give me a good impression and will cause many repercussions cos missing any part of groundschool is a grave action that questions your commitment. and commitment to them, is everything. When i went for debates, we lost in both rounds. i accept that we genuinely lost the second round but the first one was really really shocking. Evidently, luck was not with us today. so one week of preparing came to naught.
hence at the end of the day, here i am being academically weak, debate-abilly challenged and flying-ly disadvantaged.
the flip side is- now that debates is officially over.. I CAN FINALLY STUDY! I CAN FINALLY CONCENTRATE ON FLYING!, i can finally work on my business. which is more important cos studying will lead to As, flying can lead to a career and business can give me xtra pocket money and experience. YES! looks like i do have some hope after what fate has presented me.
and i can finally do mindless things like spending money on magazines and free to dress up, finally wear something other than my uniform and go out do mindless things like movies. yay.
i made it known at 10:32 PM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Who doesnt love gifts?
Every year i like to think about what i got for my birthday. Think about how spot on some people were, especially what my aunt and uncle gave me this time.. Its fun you know, because what people give you tells alot!
Like for example my aunt and uncle gives me a book every year, and i know why because i gave them a book one time. And then you wonder what kinda book it is each time. Last year was .. i cant remember but i think, the seven habits for a highly effective teen, one year it was the book of ponderables, which was interesting because they answer questions like, why you will feel thirsty after eating ice cream..etc. THis year? it is How to think like Leonardo da Vinci, seven steps to genius every day. Oh joy.. I totally need it, knowing how stupid i am. I only got 20 marks for human geog!.. i'll get to that when i post abt my pathatic midyears.
My sister got me this pretty necklace. Its not just any necklace but one that i searched high and low for and she found it. So she gave it to me.. how sweet! Its just a simple silver chain with a heart pendant. A specific type of heart pendant. I love it!
My dearest cousin stacey got me The most right prezzie. How'd u know i was eyeing on that range of pretty stuff at borders? my file is the exact same design. So i was happy when i saw that picnic-looking box this morining. And there was a yummy looking chocolate muffin inside! Muffins!! and sweets .. its like so picnic-ky.. so nice!!
Just when i thought song im totally forgot about me.. hannah and songim gave me eau de toilette just a few days ago=) .. its good to know life is back to normal a week after exams. And i do feel more for people whose birthdays fall on exam time. It isnt the most pleasant thing in the world.. but what you need it good friends, thats all! follow my example people, go all out to show you care.. just like how i bought a cake for chenyi last year when it fell on the same day as physics and geog Olevels. nothing is impossible ...
with this i conclude the whole happiness about lucky me who has managed to survive seventeen years on earth.
i made it known at 9:11 PM
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